Ugly Screams

There i was sitting, all alone in my bedroom
their screams just outside my door
so filled with hate, filled with sorrow
yelling, back and forth
not thinking bout tomorrow
close my eyes, close my eyes
hear their crys, hear their crys
close my eyes, close my eyes
dream tonight

Do you know what the yelling does to us?
Do you know that it sickens me?
Did you know that we are pretending?
Did u know whats being taught?
Did you know its all your fault?

Rain

Think, a single rain drop falls from such height and pounds the ground yet only makes a small splash. Many would not notice it, but if someone did it would give them hope that the endless drought isn't so endless. Strong hope brings about faith and faith is what gets the big wheels of action turning, not wishful thinking. That small faith brings more drops for more to see.
More hope, more faith, more rain.
now the ground seems to be a blanket of splashes and the drops keep falling.
One drop may be small, but one drop brings many and many is what makes a difference.

Puff

Life is like that cigarette you smoke short and dangerous but one is worth taking the risk, and the other gives you cancer. The choice is certainly clear but can you see past that purple haze? The vale of wisps that can almost provide you comfort in those times that almost just doesn't cut it? Can you see me? Can you see the one who gave it all? Can you see me through your smoke? I can see you when you choke and slip in sin, I can see your evil grin when you get stoned again. I can see it all and I lend my hand,but its hard to see when I am stuck in this second hand spot in your life. Let met in, or you will never see my reach my guidance my light unless you look. Can you see me?

Real Life Poison

The way it bubbles, the way it rumbles,
the way it struggles, the way it tumbles,
the way it troubles, the way it humbles,
Love. . .
is poison in my veins,
a fire to my heart,
yeah love. . .
is hammers to my bones,
a pain so hard, it wont leave me be
you ruin me,
and i can't see how we can be.

Evolve

Testing… testing… testing your so called immaculate conception, your idea that the missing link will point you to the truth and that the separation from man and monkey is a few million years of un-intellectual design. Well if that currently stands as your spotless notion riddle me this why would man adopt, and thrive from the most useless quality for an uncivilized world, surely with all your studies you haven't been to blind to see the obvious flaws of early man according to the bible of Darwin. Four legged frolicking provides numerous advantages for non-vehicular travel, come to think of it only in modern society would bi-pedular locomotion benefit anything but few select species. Doubting that the missing link had fortune telling genetic makeup I can not see why this stifling adaptation which is the leading cause of humans being less balanced and slower than other animals with more efficient modes of transportation. However it is far from ludicrous to believe that an all knowing being had this foresight and blessed us humans with the curse of two legs.

I wrote a poem

And people read what it said, and they said I thought what they read,  and as much as I agree that I think when I write you couldn't be more wrong if you think my writing depicts the images running in my mind, to put my heart and soul in my writing I must take my minds troubles out because silly emotions delay the message I want to convey in whatever it is I am writing. So the problems I write stem from observation deliberation and deep contemplation, however they are not the struggles of my own life.

Av Security Virus

infected my pc…. damn… well i guess i know what i will be doing all night… bummer

Happiness

Money cant buy it

many cant find it

anyone can hide it

All pursue it

many condemn it

its found in the strangest places.

you will know when you see it